Spirituality in the Camino October 11, 2014 Saturday

It was said the Camino has 3 parts: first, the physical as the body walks everyday & gets used to carry the pack & walking 9-10 hours/ day. Secondly, the emotional aspect of the Camino & thirdly, the Spiritual aspect.
I am not a very religious person, as a matter of fact, I am a lapsed Catholic. One of the reasons I wanted to do the Camino was to get back into the blessings of God. My Mother in her example, showed us to be a good Catholic, go to Church, etc, etc. She was a devotee of the MOTHER OF PERPETUAL HELP & I became one too. Every Wednesday, she & my Father would meet at a designated spot in Quiapo Church & with me as a tag along, would go to Baclaran for the novena.
Until now, I always carried the novena booklet of the Mother of Perpetual Help. I got lost somewhere & even though I did not go to Church, my belief in God never wavered. I made sure my grandchildren were baptized. All the time that I was walking alone, I had many conversations with God, & I cried a lot because I realized my mistake. There were so many instances that I know God was walking with me & listening to my prayers. I carried my backpack, IPad & food bag the whole time ( many sent their packs ahead of them) because I thought that this way I am carrying the weight of my sins that I hoped will be forgiven when I reach Santiago. I was comparing it to when God carried the cross of our sins. I hope I was not being blasphemous making such a comparison. When I developed blisters, I compared that to HIS wounds so I totally accepted the pain. Every time I was not sure about the trail, HE would send another pilgrim from nowhere to help me, & because he walked ever so fast, he would be gone just as fast. My meeting Jose in Finnestera was another example of HIS HELP. Why of all the people walking toward the Lighthouse would he stop & motion to me to come over? He gave Young & I a memorable view of the town of Finnestera & beyond. Later, he told us to go to the Lighthouse & see the 0.00 km. marker & burn my offering. He said maybe he'll come back. And he did to give us a lift back to town. Now, I wouldn't assume he did this because of my good looks. You have seen my pictures, I looked like a tired, disheveled pilgrim. Don't you think that was God in disguise as Jose? Another miracle as far as I am concerned. God knows I love beauty, nature, scenery, faces of people & travel. I have always admired the beauty of each country knowing HE
Created this wonderful World. So HE gave me a real good look at Finnestera. I feel like a weight had been lifted from me. I am at peace with God & myself. The Camino did it.
Thank you, St. James.

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